"Theodore" or "Fecasualty: How I learned to stop hating the world and love myself"

I float in this ocean of white alabaster
Bobbing for what seems like eternity, alone
Unable to move, unable to speak
I sit, patiently
As the the snow falls in sheets atop of me
I stare up at the darkened sky
Blinded by a bright light
Before I am sucked asunder
The one bright shining moment of my existence
Before permanent blackness